Trans-Atlantic Romance
I would like to thank everyone who made this possible-- Mina, Jenn, Stacy, and Heidi, as well as everyone at the helpdesk who appeared in the movie. And of course, Andy. I love you, baby. Now and forever.
And you are in SUCH trouble.
Wow.
I don't really know what to say to that. I just feel like I am easily the luckiest girl in the world. I have someone who loves me so much that he's willing to tell everyone in this city how he feels about me. It's amazing. I never thought I could ever find somebody who is as good to me as my boyfriend is, not in a million years. Just the thought of him makes me smile more than anything else in the world, even after a year and a half.
A lot of people ask me if it's hard being apart like this, especially for such a long time. I won't lie--it's incredibly hard. But I wish everyone could know just how worth it is when I walk into that airport or come out of that gate and I see that painfully beautiful smile and those deep blue eyes waiting for me at the other end. It's like all of the loneliness and pain that I go through being apart from Andy is totally worth it when I look into his eyes and am finally able to kiss him again.
Six days. Six days and I can leave America to come back to you and show you how much I love you. I don't know what else I can do here to show you my love. Poems, songs, pictures, none of it is going to be the same. The only way you could know just how much I truly love is if you came into my soul and looked through my eyes into yours. If you could feel the way my whole self comes alive when I feel your kiss.
There's not much more I can say here. I just... I love you, Andrew. I want to spend my life with you. I want to spend each morning looking at your peaceful face while you sleep. I want to spend every evening curled up in your arms. Even if nothing remotely newsworthy ever happens to me in my life again, I would still never regret anything to ever happen to me as long as I have you by my side. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have come back to school, I wouldn't be getting these grades, hell, I wouldn't even be happy.
In the end, I have your love. So I'm a winner either way.
-W.
The final blow.
It's a few MB, so it'll take a while to d/l, but it's worth it.
*kiss* baby, i can't wait to spend my life with you, you know that? hurry up and get here so i can hold you in my arms.
I know I've never been perfect,
But I'll try to be perfect
If perfect's what you want.
Any wish you have I'll try
To make it come true.
I'll find a way to make
The moon come to you,
A way to make the sun shine
Every day for you,
A way to make you smile.
I know I'm not the best,
But I 'd do anything for you.
If you ever wake up
In the middle of the night
And your bed feels empty,
Let me be the girl who
Can fill it up with you.
The one to share your blankets with
The one to cuddle up to.
I know I may not be the ideal,
But I want to be, just for you.
There's not much I can do for you
When I'm so far away,
But I hope you know that wherever you are
If you're close or far away--
That in my heart there's no distinction
Between us being close or far,
You're my whole entire world
No matter where in the world you are.
